Wednesday, April 9, 2008

time and time again ..

they said its just a journey
all you have to do is walk
walk with the smooth talk
with the trees that come across
with the roads that you walk
but it never was so simple
cause it could never be
time and time again i looked around
just to know that i am still alive
time and time again i found
i need to walk alone..

they said its just your illusion
all you have to do is close your eyes
and wake up again
wake up again
to find the sweet mushy rain
it will wash away all your delusional pain
your life is not surreal
you think that its disdain
go, stand in the rain
it'll ease the pain
but it was not so simple
cause it wasn't
time and time again i looked around
just to know that i am still alive
time and time again i found
i need to walk alone..

they said its just the matter of time
the Sun will rise again
and take over the darkness
all you have to do is trust
trust the unseen
cause you just came here
the lights will caress
and you will feel the love that resides inside
and i know you'll get excess
but it is not so simple
cause it cant be
time and time again i looked around
just to know that i am still alive
time and time again i found
i need to walk alone..

Thursday, January 3, 2008

I wish ..

I am not a perfect person
but i wish life was easy
for it keeps me on my nerves
running all the while
so little time to breath
yet living discreetly
panting like a shot panther
just when i feel my feet

I am not a perfect person
but i feel so weak
for light keeps leaving me
over to darkness
de-illuminating me
for the greater good
the december wind passes through me
and oh its so cold
cold like a dead phoenix.
the child inside feels cold
and so does the soul
for all they could do now is
wait for the light to return

I am not a perfect person
but i wish i was sinful
for i couldnt care for my whiteness
the pureness inside me
dying all the while
playing with the lusty heart
sometimes it goes wild
disturbing the open sky
painting it white again
for all it wants
is a pure white world again.

I am not a perfect person
but i wish i could stop trying
resting for some time
to get myself together
relaxing my tired bones
and paint a free river
which flows through every moment
that i have been through
reminding me of everything found
everything lost
every turn with a funeral
and every twist with a boy at the hair shedding ceremony
everything that smelled like camphor
and everything that had the fragrance of jasmine
every single drop of tear that spoke
that sunk deep into the heart
that dried in the eyes
every found penny
and every lost diamond
every found love
and every lost one
every longed phrase
and every silent word
for all i want is
my happy world
my longed happy world.

I am not a perfect person
but i wish
i wish ............

~ Aryan.